☆ ABOUT ME Ivy Chiu 03.10.1991 Ngee Ann Polytechnic business studies Church of our saviour Loves ♥ God,Shondy,slaloming and music talk talk talk chat chat chat ShoutMix chat widget Friends and Loves are what makes me move on in life ♥♥ Dear~ ♥♥ Shondy SKATERS♥ Singapore Slalomers Shuwen Ben rachelle yeo PH Krystal ZhiZhong Taitai Daniel WeiJing RULANG♥ candis kahmeng HGV♥ Shiyun junhao amirah jazreel yiwen wangting venessa amanda adeline benedict heo COOS♥ jassy~ fel melissa mayann peixian xueli NP♥ KXY matherine JiaYing esther Michelle Joshua Terence Gomes update soon!

i am a bad daughter.
i doesn't listen. i know you're concern about me and you care for me.
but i want to have it my way. i want to do things i want to do. not what you want me to do.
i want a concern and caring mother and not a controlling mother. i'm not a robot or Pinocchio.
but you still don't get it. and insist on stopping what i want to do.
so, we fought. and now, her leg is injured with a casing.
what should i do.
i wanted to ask if she wants me to help her buy food but there's a giant-wall in between us. preventing me to say it out.

after all this, i still want to have things my way.
i am just a bad daughter and i suck.
like what many people say, i'm cui.

i just feel like shutting myself away from this whole world. but the more i feel like it, the more things/problems starts coming into my head.

LOL. accidentally swap slippers with dear.
one side is mine, and the other side is his. hahaha one big one small.
i dint realize it until when dear reach home, and call me.
hahahahah!!



elearning is a headache. project even worst.
especially for FMGT. we gotta do a short report and a docu-video for just 20%.
somemore, FMGT is a calculation kinda module. pfft~

but i'm done with almost all of the elearning. left ecd e-quiz which will only come out on friday and tmr online session with the tutor.
hehheh

it's good to 先苦后甜 ^.0

tomorrow gotta go school at 2 for project~
and night time skating in school. but so many ppl wont be coming down. all going for the demo ~
hopefully it rains. heehee but hopefully sembawang doesnt rains.

cant wait for this friday~
cant wait for christmas~~
cant wait for New Year~~~
cant wait for Jan 15th <3 ~~~
cant wait for Jan 16th bazaar ~~~~
cant wait for CNY-cum-Valentines day ~~~~~

^^
kop this from jas's blog. it's short and interesting.

Have A Little Faith

A man buried his wife. At the graveside he stood by, tears falling down his face.
"I loved her," he whispered.
"I mean... I really loved her."
The man broke down.
"And... I almost told her once."
Nothing haunts like the things we don't say.




i used to say it's impossible, but now it's possible.
and sometimes it still feels like a dream. a dream which i'll never want to wake up.

yet, sometimes i want even more. just like a greedy pig.
gotta learn to be contented with everything i have right now. greed aint good. haha (not like the hack in dota, greedisgood 999999)




unmemorable day.

went to watch christmas carol 3D today.
actually, me and dear planned to watch 2012 but by the time we reached vivo city, all tix for 2012 were sold out :C

christmas carol .. uhmm quite okok only. quite "shocking" at some parts haha
but it reminds me to cherish what i have now. or else, you wont know when your time is up.

after watching movie. went to ivan's workplace.
very relaxing place to chill but the price is $.$

vivo city roof garden is a damn cooling place. plus there's the christmas deco coming up. nicee~~
cant wait to see orchard road decorations!!



hohoho! shuwen said these to me!
ben dont get jealous wor. hoho

*| Tay finds it cool to take the same module as my deary |* says (1:20 AM):
wo ai ni~~

dislike fridays.
fridays lectures are the most boring ones + longest day in school + giving tuition in the afternoon + church at night
running here and there.
for this friday still gotta run from west to east.

but i look forward to saturdays!! <3

5hours of sleep. mayb tmr i skipping lecture again =S



went to watch astro boy with dear dear today! ^.0
quite touching and it's nice!! (Y)

then went to bali thai for dinner. hadn't been to bali thai before.
the food is nice~ but alot of spices.

super tired~

but its wings are still moving =S

and some photos of snfc:

got 4th for classic slalom today~
i've tried my best. ^^
sometimes, tears just cant stop flowing out w/o knowing the reason why i cry. on the way home just now also, taboleh tahan cry on the bus. big girls dont cry, i gotta be strong~ i wish dear is by my side no =C
P.S thank you dear ~ heh -.<

today is friday the 13th.

feel like eating pepper lunch, mcdonalds hotcakes, stingray, steamboat and bbq chicken wings now. haha

and i'm feeling tired. woke up early just to print notes for lecture later. feel like skipping lecture and go home sleep =X
mayb i'll consider. hehe

should i join dance or not. dilemma~

Things to get:

- buy one unique female accessory for EBA by next friday
- buy magic equipments for EBA (most prolly getting from kae) by next friday
- ECD project (get the items) by this sunday
- I&E event

SNFC this saturday. feeling quite nervous.. =S
i'll just do my best! Fighting~! everyone else participating also JIAYOU!



my moods get spoiled easily nowadays. pfft
gotta learn how to adapt to changes in plans.


had school from 11-4~
but as usual. CMA class will always drag for another 15-30mins.
then went home to take a short nap.
i set my alarm at 6.15 but forgot to change to PM. so ended up late woke up. luckily my mom called me wake up for dinner at 6.30 or else, gotta cancel tuition class again.

after dinner, went to give tuition. on the way there, i accidentally stepped on a snail.
i forgot to bring my earpiece out, so i can hear the "crack" really loud. *goosebumps*

after giving tuition, i walk back to the same place to double check if i really stepped on a snail. and yes, i did. i saw 3 other snails also. luckily dint step on them~

my dad just passed me a letter from my dental clinic. and the removal of my braces will be postpone to next year 7 JAN. sianzzz gotta wait for another 2 months.
so near yet so far =C

sometimes, i feel so tired of this world..

did a facebook quiz just now.
usually i think that facebook quiz are quite useless and rubbish. like do for entertainment.
so i did one just now..

and i think it's really true. the way they use the questions to interpret your feelings is really good. whoever wana know what you should do or not sure of your own feelings, you can try this. heh



went to celebrate ivan's birthday after school today @ parkmall .
one of the mongolian international buffet restaurant.

not all the food are nice but their specialty which is the mongolian bbq thing is uber nice!!
and they got chilli crab and their abalone is up!! (Y)

photos:







From monday to friday, of all these days. my favourite day is tuesday!
though school hours are long. but i can get to see dear~ ♥

One of my module require me and my group to come out with an idea for a bazaar @ ecp big splash . So, my group still got no idea what to do. anybody got ideas~? can leave a tag or msn me! ^^ heh
gotta be creative one and no F&B allowed. cos the ecp ppl scared kena food poisoning =S

After school, went to meet dear! supposingly wana play bowling/ pool but ended up bowling is so expensive and pool full-house. so we went to eat stingray~ uberr nice!! (Y) (Y) ups ups .
and had a great night! ^^

tmr another long day.
9-3pm school.
4-5pm tuition
night time go skating~

woke up at around 8.15 and then hurried up to go for tuition at 9am.
so no time to pin my hair like what jas did yesterday. heh
reached student's house at 9.15am and he's still sleeping.
till around 9.30, he then finally wake up.

gave a short tuition till 10.10am then gotta rush to school for class at 11am.

had class till 12.30 then went for a 4hrs long break till 4.30.
on the way to class for the 4.30 lesson ( CMA class ), i lost my purple water bottle =C
dont know where it drop to.

CMA tutor say she'll try end by 6 but end up, 6,35 then end class.
on the way home, took a short nap.
by the time i wake up, i totally got no mood to give tuition later on.
feel uber tired. so postpone my tuition.
heh


this song suits the weather right now~ feel like sleeping
but decided not to. i'll just tuck into bed earlier~

today morning. pulled myself out from my bed and went to jas's house~
she got a guinea pig!! damn cute!
the sound it makes also very cute.
she also got a dog~ i wish i can have a dog but.. my parents sure wont allow.

jassy helped me to trim my eyebrow and taught me how to do make up. hahaha
hahaha wished you're my sister then u can make me into your barbie doll everyday.
-.<